Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Today is long over due...

Today is an exciting day and one that is long over due!  Today is the day I am not only starting this blog but also starting the process of re-finding me. 

Right now I am a single mom of a wonderful little man who also happens to be Autistic.  I have been doing 100% of the parenting on my own for exactly a year and I love every minute of the life I am shaping in my son.  I love being the one who attends therapies with him as we unlock some of who he is that can be hidden under the Autism.

Because I have done this all on my own, I at some point stopped being "me".  I am a mommy, a cheerleader, a teacher, an advocate and so many other things.  I wear so many hats related to my little man that things I use to love to do just have been put on hold.

Recently I caught up with an old friend who asked about my hobbies and what I do in my free time and I realized I no longer understand what free time even looks like.

Before starting the journey of being a mommy, I loved fashion, all things girly and enjoyed dressing like the diva I was.  Somewhere along the lines things like taking the time to put together fun accessories or changing my hair color on a whim dropped off.  While I would give anything for the little man, I am also realizing there is a need for balance.

Today is my first stop on my journey to take Mommy to Mommalicious!